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Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Memories

In "A Million Miles in a Thousand Years," Don often mentions his friend Bob, who writes down all of his memories.  I'm not going to do that, but I think it's important to make memories and to revisit them every once in a while.

My first memory is of my Grandma taking away my pacifier.  My parents didn't have the heart to do it, and I was almost 4, so Grandma had to take matters into her own hands.  She pulled it right out of my mouth and put in on a high shelf in a cabinet so I could see it but not reach it.  I was devastated.  I was furious.  My almost-4-years-old world was shattered.

I remember when Grandma died...she was the only grandparent I ever knew.  That was a whole different kind of devastation and world-shattering.  

I remember my first boyfriend and my first kiss: Rick Tafoya. We were kindergarten lovers.  He kissed me on the cheek in my garage. In front of my dad.

I remember summers in New Hampshire--sneaking over to the private beach with my cousins; duck itch; hiding behind a tree with my cousin Kristi while my dad got a talking-to from a cop for shooting off 4th of July fireworks; borrowing Kristi's rollerblades (at least 4 sizes too small) and subsequently eating gravel, coming back to the house and yelling "it smarts!" as my mom applied hydrogen peroxide to my wounds because I had heard that phrase somewhere and thought it's what all the cool kids were saying when they were in pain.

I remember staple wars with my elementary school friends every time our teacher would turn around. 

I remember my parents telling me we were moving to TEXAS instead of New Hampshire...that was a bad day.  Turned out ok though =)

I remember skipping the Rangers game at our July 4th family reunion one year so we could keep playing spoons and eating Lorna's famous chocolate chip cookies.  We made our own fireworks show by jumping up from our seats and yelling "BLUE!" "RED!" "SPARKLES!" etc.

I remember my first all-nighter in high school with my best friend, Kim, making [really dumb] shirts that said "sorry if our hotness burns u." And I think the sleeves had dolphins on them.

I remember JAJ days.

I remember sitting on my floor praying REALLY hard for God to "send me a sign" about whether I should go to CSU or Mizzou.  I remember Mom walking in at exactly that moment holding a stuffed CSU ram.  

I remember having yell practice with 80 Aggies on the roof of the Galeries Lafayette in Paris.


Those are just a few of so many moments that were made memorable for one reason or another.  Mostly because of the people involved.  So a big thanks to all of you crazy/fun/awesome/inspirational/loving people who have made memories with me through the years.  









Adventure calls

In case you've been living under a rock or just happened to stumble upon my blog by accident, you should probably know that I made a big move from the lone star state to the bay state in November of last year.  It's been the biggest step so far in writing a better story for my life, and that's really what this blog is going to be about, so I thought I'd put it out there for ya. 

For those of you who haven't been living under a rock and intentionally stumbled upon my blog and graciously kept your "what the......why?!?!" thoughts in your heads, here's your answer: 

Because.

Did that help?  No?  Oh. Yeah, I guess it wasn't that simple.  And I can't answer that question in one post.  I'm not entirely sure that I know the whole story about why I'm here yet.  In fact, I'm absolutely positive I don't know the whole story.  That's part of why I came: to experience what God has in store for me here. 

What I do know is that I felt increasingly stagnant in Texas.  I had little motivation, was trying to fit in where I did not, and saw my life as this straight, wide, grey, boring road with a few potholes but nothing too dangerous or exciting.  And on either side of the road were the most beautiful wildflowers and narrow, crooked paths that led to adventure. 

Super cheesy, right?  But I couldn't shake that vision.  And all I knew was that I had to get off the grey road and explore.  So I gathered every penny I had to my name, booked my first ever one-way ticket, shipped my car, 
shipped all of my belongings (Allied = highly recommended), 
 
spent an incredible weekend at the wedding of two of my very best friends,
 spent my last night in Texas with my crazy, awesome, extraordinary family,
 got on a plane with my loyal and adventurous pup,
 and [after spending three weeks with my incredibly generous and accommodating aunt and uncle] finally landed in my new home!

So here I am learning the benefits and challenges of independence and taking advantage of a real chance, not to start over, but to change my story.  I have faith that God has great things planned for me, and I can't wait to share them with you.  
=)